Couldn't sleep tonight so, I decided to write.

So, I was sitting up watching a really awesome episode of Grey's Anatomy, in which I cried my eyes out because of. It was sweet, really. Then the mood to write something just struck me. And for some stupid and very odd reason, I started thinking about someone from a long time ago, and I had no idea why, really. So, I sat down with my pen and my paper and just started writing and this is what I came up with.


You ruined me.
Left me in agony.
Holding onto what was left of my innocence, 
what was left of myself.


Abandoned, broken, and damaged
is how they find me.
Vulnerable.
Vulnerable to everything they say, 
and to everything they do.


They touch.
They touch my shattered innocence
and mangle it even more, 
with their false promises of love and affection.
Just. Like. You.


Loneliness is all I feel, 
with an unbearable emptiness inside, 
longing for something it can't have, 
for something it can't find.


Pain is what you've caused.
It's a vicious, never-ending cycle.
Bending and breaking.
Bending and breaking.
Bending and breaking.
Until, finally, I'm nothing.


There's not a living thing left in me.
You took it, and it wasn't even yours to have in the first place.


It didn't take me long to write it. Which it never takes me long to write anything once my I start pouring my feelings out on paper. Anyway, I'd love to hear what you have to think about it. But for now, I'm going to finally go to bed. :)


-Lisa Marie<3