Pain

PAIN


It’s what you are doing to me-the way you make me feel.
When you say my name it makes me tremble.
Whenever someone speaks your name my heart skips a beat.
When you smile it takes my breath away.
You take my breath away.


I smile for no reason, just because I am thinking of you.
You and those beautiful blue-gray eyes that send chills up my spine when you look at me.
I know I am in love, but it’s more than that.


It’s me.
It’s you.
It’s us.
It’s everything that we could be together.


What’s happening to me now hurts.
I try and hold myself together.
I feel like I am breaking; like this isn’t my life.
I hold onto you and you break my heart with your silence.
But my wounds are self-inflicted.


It’s me that won’t let go.
I can’t get over you.
I just can’t do it.
My life would be empty without you.


I would have no reason to be a better person, no reason to smile, to laugh, to love.
So I hold onto the pain because it’s all I have left from you.


You carry my heart and I carry this pain.
This breath-taking, heart-breaking pain.