Well, I know I haven't posted anything in a while. I've been SUPER busy with some family issues that have been completely beyond my control. I was away from my computer most of this weekend because of it. Although my life has been chaotic with one bad thing after another happening, I have still had time to write. I've been doing a lot of thinking lately about a lot of things and I've written (and half written) some things pertaining to those thoughts. So, don't worry, there will be stuff coming for you to read. I might even post something I have finished for you to read after you read this. :)
Also, I've been having the weirdest dreams lately, which isn't a new thing for me. I never dream about anything good. It's always crazy, depressing, or weird. I thought, maybe if I go to bed and tell myself to dream about something good, I would dream about something good, but no luck with that, of course. This past week I've dream't about people trying to kill me, spiders, losing friends, some past memories, people I really don't want to be dreaming about, and God only knows what else. So, hopefully, I'll go to bed tonight and dream about nothing, or something good! Wish me luck with that one.
Also, I would really like it if my luck would start turning around. It seems like these days something just has to go wrong once something else gets better. I won't go into detail about what's been going on because most of it is family related, but something has got to give!
I've been missing my friends a lot lately too, but they have all been really shady. (With the exception of a few.) I haven't talked to most of the people I consider my "best" friends in months, but it feels like forever! What gets me though is that I am always trying to contact these people or I'm always saving up the funds to go and see these people, yet they can't do the same for me. What the hell is up with that? I mean, with Facebook, Myspace, email, text messaging, and cell phones, you would think they would have some way of getting in contact with me. Maybe they're just not "up-to-date" on these "new" technologies, or at least that can be their lousy excuse. It just really pisses me off.
Anyway, I guess I've pretty much just been ranting off about nothing! I just wanted to let you guys know that I will be posting some things I've written in the past week, so you'll definitely have some new stuff to read! :)
-Lisa Marie<3
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